I find it amusing at times. I like to watch the ruins, and well I'd like to finish what I've started. It's not like I'm sitting in front of the TV once a weak crying myself to sleep because of GG. You make it sound like I'm self harming, Stella. Like you said, it's just a show.
I love you bb, and even though I absolutely agree and have to make myself catch up on every single episode, I feel like I'm still kind of obligated to the fandom to at least finish this horrible series. 11 more episodes, and they already screwed everything possible to an unbelieveable extent, so what the fuck could go wrong? Forever in debt with this fuckery of a show.