Hank tries to figure out his future and where Faith fits in on Californication. "I'll Lay My Monster Down" is the 12th episode of the show's sixth season.

Californication Season 6 Episode 12 Quotes

Atticus: The woman that you love is out there and you know you can't have her. How do you even get up in the morning?
Hank: Well the booze is always helpful and so is the art. Everything that I write is either for her or about her. So I'm with her, even when I'm not.

That's the eternal dilemma isn't it? Home sweet home versus the wild call of the world outside your door.