If this was Lost, this was the moment that Deeks declared that Kensi was his constant. She got him through the torture and recovery. "Kens, I just want you know that the place that I went to in my head to stop the pain was you. I just kept thinking about your smile, and your laugh. Everything. It's the only thing that got me through. For whatever it's worth."
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This is a scene from "Ascension." It is the Season 5 premiere of NCIS: Los Angeles.
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We're close up on Callen in this NCIS: Los Angeles scene. It is courtesy of the Season 5 premiere.
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You okay, Deeks? Hanna looks in on his colleague in this NCIS: Los Angeles season premiere photo.
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Poor Deeks. He's recovering from a torturous event on the NCIS: Los Angeles Season 5 opener.
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This is a scene from "Ascension." It's the first episode of NCIS: Los Angeles Season 5.
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Callen and Kensi must hunt down stolen nuclear weapons on the season premiere of NCIS: Los Angeles. "Ascension" is the first episode of the show's fifth season.
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NCIS: Los Angeles Season 5 Episode 1 Quotes

I love happy endings.

Deeks

Kens, I just want you know that the place that I went to in my head to stop the pain was you. I just kept thinking about your smile, and your laugh. Everything. It's the only thing that got me through. For whatever it's worth.

Deeks