My mother's maiden name? Fisher. I have 2 half-brothers. I have uh... 1 niece, no nephews. I like Moose Tracks ice cream. Diet Sunkist. Occasionally a good chocolate bar. I like to watch Grey's. And I cheat when I do sudoku. And I never sing in my real voice in public. Um... favorite novel, My Sister's Keeper. Favorite band, (artist) Tyrone Wells. Favorite color is purple. I don't like dark purple, lavender. This scar right here on my thumb, that's why I don't like soup cans. And I live in NYC. My McDreamy poster is mine.

I tend to ramble so bear with me. I live in NYC, people think that's cool but once you've lived here your whole life, it's nothing special. At all. Like really, half the kids at my school smoke pot. That's not unusual for the city. It's like a right of passage. I think smoking of any sort and drugs are things everyone should stay away from.

Anyways, I'm 14 but I'm EXTREMELY mature for my age because of crap occurrences in life and what not. People always say that but I'm really serious. I actually act like an adult. People think I'm weird 'cause of it. I tend to be what I call an "ice queen". I don't show emotions to anyone and I am always "fine".

I LOVE Grey's Anatomy. My obsession scares my friends, family, and a select group of other people. Grey's Anatomy
I started watching Grey's Anatomy the day after the Season 4 finale. I saw the end on TV because my mom (who stopped watching) was watching and I thought it looked really good so I bought all the episodes on iTunes (without parent's permission, probably the reason my birthday present sucked that year) and by the Season 5 premier I was soooo obsessed. I had a little breakdown when I thought Derek was dead... but when he batted Mer's ring... yeah I had a huge breakdown. I actually threw a pillow at the TV... and cursed Derek out a little (a lot)... as you may have guessed I have a little obsession problem.

My best friend told me about FanFiction and I'm hooked and I blame her for my obsession.

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Oh and I hate when people spell names of some characters wrong. It's SHEPHERD not Sheppard or Shepard. It's MEREDITH not Merdith. And it's DEREK not DERRICK or DERCK or any other combinations of the letters. Yeah so... that just annoys me... you know "pet peeve" and all...

Favorite TV Shows: Grey’s Anatomy, NCIS, Glee, Bones, Gilmore Girls, Private Practice, Modern Family, Cougar Town, Lewis Black's Root of All Evil, The Simpsons, Avatar: The Last Airbender, The Colbert Report

Favorite Movies: Can't Buy Me Love, RENT, Mulan, The Little Mermaid, Across the Universe, Hairspray, Made of Honor, Wedding Crashers,Handcock, Little Miss Sunshine, John Tucker Must Die,Dodgeball, Mama Mia, Stepmom, The Princess Bride, The Heartbreak Kid, Scary Movie, Sex And The City, The Simpsons Movie, Iron Jawed Angels, Hercules, Grease, Back To The Future, Bride Wars, Swing Kids, The Ugly Truth...I Love Disney Movies

I only write MerDer fics... AU, yes. Other couples, no.

Words I Live By

"...I think it's important to take the time to tell the people you love how much you love them while they can hear you. I love you."

"We all remember the bed time stories of our childhood. The shoe fit Cinderella, the frog was turned into a prince, sleeping beauty was awakened with a kiss. Once upon a time and then they lived happily ever after. Fairy tales. The stuff of dreams. the problem is, fairy tales don't come true. It's the other stories. The ones that start in dark and stormy nights and end in the unspeakable. The nightmares always seem to become the reality."

"Doesn’t matter how tough we are, trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives, trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that’s the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up, before we can step up."

"We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it."

"We don't wish for the easy stuff. We wish for big things. Things that are ambitious, out of reach. We wish because we need help and we're scared and we know we may be asking too much. We still wish, though, because sometimes they come true."

"There's an old proverb that says you can't choose your family. You take what fate hands you. And like them or not, love them or not, understand them or not, you cope. Then there's the school of thought that says the family you're born into is simply a starting point. They feed you, clothe you, and take care of you until you're ready to go out into the world. There you find your own tribe."

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