Cecile: When I finally checked out, I was so ashamed and afraid that all of that darkness was going to catch up to me again. And so I...I told myself, "Toughen up. Toughen up. That's it. Smile. And you pretend like this never happened." And that is exactly what I did.
Barry: You hid all of that pain, but it never went away.
Cecile: I carry it with me every day.