I'm happy for you Trevor, and I'm very proud. I guess since Porter, since giving you away, it had been inconceivable to me that I could ever feel maternal towards anyone. I never wanted kids. But you forced me to meet you and what had been inconceivable happened, something opened up in me. You know, these past couple of weeks when I didn't know where you were or what you were doing, I was beside myself with worry, which I suspect means I was feeling like a real mother. You are my son nothing can ever change that, and I love you.

Billie