On My Block
Mondays on NetflixOn My Block Season 4 Episode 7: "Chapter Thirty-Five" Quotes
Isabele: Take this. Put it to rest somewhere his daughter can visit.
Cesar: No. I can't do that. Why?
Isabele: Because the only person your brother loved more than me is you.
Cesar: How do I honor Oscar in the right way by dumping his ashes somewhere? I shouldn't be the one to do this. I'm going to mess it up.
Monse: No you're not. You just have to trust yourself.
Cesar: Well, I don't. I can't stop thinking about all the mistakes I made. All the people I put at risk. Monse: You know what happened with Oscar wasn't your fault.
Cesar: I'm not just talking about Oscar. I loved you so much that I never thought that I would put you in danger, but I did. I never meant to hurt you. I'm so sorry, Monse.
Monse: I am too.
Cesar: I still haven't forgiven myself for losing you.
Monse: You didn't lose me. We're burned into each other's DNA.
Oh my God. All this time I've been hating her, have I actually been in love with her?
Jamal
Monse: What was that?
Jasmine: Nothing.
Monse: Really? Because it looked like he fondled your face!
Jasmine: OK, I caved. I gave in and I gave it up.
Monse: I thought you were all about self-care?
Jasmine: There was a little bit of that in the beginning. He likes to watch. Just because I'm taking care of myself doesn't mean he can't take care of me.
Monse: Well, that is a sad justification -- girl, I fell off the wagon, too.
Jasmine: And onto the D? With who?
Jamal: Abuelita, I have something major to tell you. I'm starting to develop feelings, dirty ones, for a woman I thought I would never look at it in that way and I feel disgusted.
Abuelita: Jamal, you're not the first, and you won't be the last man to have these feelings about me. Jamal: I'm talking about Monse.
Abuelita: What does she have that I don't?!
I don't know! The only thing I do know is I shouldn't be the one doing this. Do I even know my own brother? I don't know. I'm not worthy of this. He should've left while he had the chance, but he stayed because of me, and he died because of me.
Cesar
I don't want to get back together with Ruby right now. I'm busy, I'm in a relationship with myself, and I am a lot of work.
Jasmine
Cesar: I want out. Jump me out. You guys say you're a family, but family doesn't hold each other back. You guys are a joke. Just a bunch of pussies.
Sad Eyez: Look, I know what you're doing, but that's not how we're doing this. You want out, you're out. Your debt's been paid.
Cesar: Bullshit. I pay my own debt. Come on. Hit me!
Sad Eyez: Why do you think Spooky almost died the night he got jumped out, huh? He wasn't just taking the punches for himself.
Cesar: Why would he do that? Didn't he know I was not worth saving?
Sad Eyez: No, you have it all backwards. Spooky never felt worthy of you.
He always wanted to leave Freeridge. He was never free there. But he felt free here. This was the first place he came to after he got out of prison. This is where he'd want his daughter to come visit. Oscar, I'm going to finish what you started and become the man that you wanted me to be. I'm going to build the life that you deserved.
Cesar
Cesar: Oscar kept telling me to reach out to you guys. I never listened. He knew we needed each other.
Jamal: I wonder if he's the one who sent us those letters?
Ruby: To bring us back together.
Monse: Because he was always looking out for us.
Cesar: Who's going to look out for us now?
Ruby: You will. All that time you spent looking up to Oscar. He was looking up to you too.
