Jules worries about opening up to her therapist.

When she does open up to her, she realizes that she's not been honest with herself.

Jules says that she was over becoming something desirable to men and was thinking of coming off her blockers.

She revealed her mother was in recovery and that she correlated her with Rue.

She also worried that Rue would overdose if they got together, leading to a shocking scene in the New York apartment between them as Rue's body is found.

Jules's dad returns and tells her she needs to go home and puts her in mandatory therapy.

Jules reveals that the best sex she ever had was with ShyGuy, but she later realized that Nate was the man behind the fantasy and it changed her perception.

Rue arrives to speak to her but they are too consumed with emotion and Rue runs off, but Jules cries into her pillow.