I am so stupid. So stupid. I'm such an idiot. I thought you were going to give me something. I thought you were giving me something. All my life, that is what I have wanted. For you to give me something, anything. I don't care what. That little bit of pottery in your pocket. It's worthless apparently, everywhere apparently, but you still had to have it back. And it's a loan of my money to me with interest! Of course it is!

Jr.