Jackson: Now, I can't imagine what a room would even feel like without her in it taking up all that space. You know it was different, losing Samuel. That was more like my world collapsing around me, you know? And this is. I feel like a scared little kid.
Maggie: Like nothing is safe. Like the world is upside down and nothing makes sense anymore.
Jackson: Yeah.
Maggie: Yeah.
Jackson: I don't like.[cries] I don't like it.

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There are so many things I can say "I'm sorry" for Meredith, but all I want to say, is thank you.

Thatcher

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Thatcher: I miss Lexie. I miss her so much.
Meredith: Me too.
Thatcher: I'm sorry you lost her. I know how much it meant to you having a sister.
Meredith: I have another sister.
Thatcher: But you and Molly, you were never close.
Meredith: Her name is Maggie. She's brilliant and kind. She's the best of Ellis and Richard.
Thatcher: Your mother and Richard had a baby? At least something good came from all of that.

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• Added: January 31, 2019

We weren't perfect. We weren't even happy all of the time, but I would marry her all over again for that night, that laugh, and you. And this. I'd do it all again for this.

Thatcher

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Zola is so smart and so strong, and she keeps me on my toes every minute of every day. And Bailey says "Funny" before every sentence. Funny, I'd like an apple. Funny, I need pajamas. It's so cute. And Ellis, she is brave, and she's obsessed with Hip -Hop. They are exhausting and amazing. I wish you knew them too because they are so, so beautiful.

Meredith

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These two pulled off a miracle. Miracles aren't always punctuation marks, but they are still worth celebrating.

Catherine

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I operated on a freaking legend spine today, and it was terrifying, exhilarating and imperfect. Mostly terrifying because she's not just a legend, but she matters so much to so many people that I love. Most of my life I have been chasing the kind of high that I feel right now. I gave a surgeon back her hands today. I gave a husband his wife, a son his mother. And I am so incredibly grateful to be sober, to be present enough to have felt every terrifying, exhilarating, imperfect moment.

Amelia

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Zola: Mommy, are you OK?
Meredith: Yes, Zozo. I will be fine.

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• Added: January 31, 2019