Of course, I am talking about me! I'm talking about me who takes care of everyone, all the time, my entire life. Me who tables my feelings, and my sadness, and my confusion, and my fear, and cracks a joke to make you all to make you all feel better and more capable and fine, even when I'm not fine. When I can't breathe because it's so scary, when I can't even see through a fog...

Vic