[Chance] is a good person. He's fucking crazy, but he's always been there for me. Maybe not exactly when I though he should be, I guess. But times that it turned out to actually matter, looking back. Before I left to have Willow, I never saw it. But going away and being back now, I can't believe that I didn't. The burnout. The weight on him. How he hears and sees what he hears and sees everyday, and then he has to just go back to living in the world. I don't want to give him anything else bad to think about. I don't want to weigh on him. I won't.

Lucy