I don't know what I'm supposed to do next. What does he want me to do? Carry on his legacy? Clean up his mess? Rewrite all this history? No! He turned me into nothing, and now he wants me to be something else? Well, I won't. I can't. And I hate him for asking. And I hate myself for hating him because I loved him too. And I never told him either of those things. And now it's too late. There's nothing left to say.

Rita