Tonight's your dad's big tree-trimming party. Your dad's getting Thomas and Charlotte ready. I'll bring them tomorrow so you can wish them a Merry Christmas. Christmas without you... I'm gonna do my best to make it okay for the kids because I know that's what you would want. But for me? I miss you more every day, not less, like some people expect. They say it gets easier with time. Every day I can't see your smile, hear your voice, feel you close to me... Like I said, I miss you more, not less.

Chad