That was the nanny. She's trying to get Thomas to go to sleep. I know he misses you and he loves you. We should have been a family again. I know that. I keep trying to think of where it all went wrong and I realize that I ran away from you because I was scared. I am sorry. I am sorry if I made you feel like you weren't wanted, because you were. I have always wanted you from the day that I met you. I need you. My life is no life without you. I love you.

Chad