I'm going to love you enough to tell you to pull your head out of your self-obsessed ass and get to an AA meeting because the world is already on fire, and we don't need you burning anything else down. I know you're in pain, and I know you feel it more than most, but get to a meeting, say a damn prayer, call your sponsor, eat something, then figure out a way to be of service to this broken world instead of adding to everyone's pain because it starts with you trashing everybody else and it ends with you back in rehab, again, if you're lucky. No one has abandoned you again, Amelia. Everyone is just doing the best that they can. I love you and everyone is just barely surviving and it has nothing to do with you. I love you and you need to make the decision to stop the spiral and if you can't do it, you need to find someone, get someone to help you stop it. I love you Amelia and you need to get off the damn ride before it's too late.

Addison