Cary actually taught me an important lesson, Love, I can't completely cage what's inside of me, or when it bursts out, it comes for blood. Better to feed it just enough to keep it in check, keep it on a leash, take it for a walk, make sure it knows the rules, no keepsakes. No social media. Just watching. So now I have you, Marienne. Arms always full of books. Never leaving the library before dark. No one home to hurry home to. We're just friends, so what is it about you? I can't pin it down. All I know is that I've felt more alive watching you than I've felt in a very long, long time, Marienne, but you can trust me with this secret, Love. Juggling the two of you is confusing, I"ll admit, but I'm up for the challenge. You won't find out. You can't. I'll be careful, so, so careful. Things will be different this time.

Joe Voiceover