My fiance died, years ago. He died in bed beside me. He OD'd. I thought it would kill me, too. But instead, it saved my life. Because I decided to live. I decided to live because he died. You can't protect her from this .YOu can't protect her from the pain that she is going to feel, but you can hope that this is her bottom. God, I hope this is her bottom. I hope this gets clean. I hope that she decides to live.

Amelia