You are kind, and you were brave last night too, with my family and that surgery. You didn't have to do that with me. Either thing. You are surprising to me, and you deserve a lot better than the things that I said to you, and you are more than a human blue-light, though you are very, very good at blue-lighting. I'm sorry, and I'd like to make it up to you if you'll let me.

Amelia