I used to be a raging bitch to you, but it wasn't because I hated you, it was because I idolized you. You were cool and smart and mysterious, and I was always saying the wrong things and having these outbursts. A part of me thought you would never want to be friends with someone like me, so I pushed you away because that's what we do when we're afraid, we protect ourselves, we build defenses.

Lizzie